I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that´s real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything. What have I become my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end. And you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar´s chair. Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear. You are someone else. I am still right here.
is your dad physically in pain/has the treatment taken a physical toll on his body? poor guy,,, i understand what you mean by daddy's little girl. your family will grow SO much stronger through this experience, you and your family can share memories together and survive by him.
yes his life will never be the same, i am lucky to have 18 years of my life with a man who adored me, now i can only do the same
My dad had a bad form of cancer a few years ago and reading all your asks about yours are making me tear up reliving all those feelings. Its heartbreaking to see anyone go through that, especially someone as kind and genuine as you. Never lose faith, girl. Trust that everything will work out the way its meant to. Stay beautiful (inside and out) xo
I genuinely love your blog. All the photos are spectacular. And I'm really sorry to hear about your dad. I truely cant imagine what you're going through but if you need someone to talk to I'll be there :') I would give you a tumblr link but I dont have one because if I did I ould be on here literally all the time hahahahahah but if you want to talk I'm here anyways ~Morgan Elise